MY WORDS , MERE ALFAAZ

na jaane kab uski chahat meri armaan ban gayi Mujhe khabar bhi na hui kab meri na -kaamiyon ki dastaan ban gayi Main muskuraata hu dard mein bhi aksar Na jaane kab mera ye dard meri muskaan ban gayi Aaj barso baad mili thi wo chawrahe par mujhe main kya kehta use k dekhte hi mujhe wo anjaan ban gayi chhedta tha kabhi main majnu k naam se gham-e-ulfat k maaro ko na pucho mera naam k ab yahi naam meri pehchaan ban gayi mere har ashq ne seecha tha yahan k har ek podhe ko Ab dekho k kitni khoobsurat ye gulistan ban gayi

“wo na hum nafas hua na hum saaya hua aaj lagta hai unpar yuhi waqt zaaya hua wo jab the to hum itne khoye the k chhod diya humne aur bhi haath aaya hua log kehte hain k hai ye mubarakh din kisi ko paane k liye k bohat din ho gaye kismat aazmaaya hua...“

“zindagi aur kuch nahi ek hawa ka jhoka hai jo sambhal gaya wo samajh gaya Jo na sambhla wo uzad gaya..........“

na elm tha, na kabhi taleem paayi Gham-e-ulfat mein ye sabak zalim paayi k jinhone hume apne ishq ka mareez bana rakkha tha Tanhai pehle hi humare liye tazveez kara rakkha tha na hui humari mohabbat mukkammal to gham nahi yaaro Hue jo kaamyab unho ne kaun sa taweez laga rakkha tha

“ jo tum the, to hume tanhaiyoN ki talaash thi is jahan mein aaj hum tanha hain , bus maayne badal gaye saye ne pehle hi dagah de di thi maze ki baat to ab hui, k aaine bhi badal gaye.....“

“neend bhi badi bewafa hoti hai hoti jab zarurat uski to usi waqt humse khafa hoti hai har roz rehta hai besabri se intezaar uska par uske mutaabik hi wo humpar fanaa hoti hai jin khaaboN ko paane ki hai tamanna hume un khaaboN ki wahi to chasm-deed gawah hoti hai jiyu badti rehti hai umr humari Kisi khudgarz ki tarah humse wo juda hoti hai na aana uska kisi k liye marz to aana kisi k marz ki dawa hoti hai aaghaaz se lekar anzaam tak wahi to humari pehli humkadam aur aakhri humnawa hoti hai“

“ maut bewajah hi itna badnaam hai har insaan ka jab ki yahi mustaqil anzaam hai zindagi ko muqammal banane ki raheN juda par maut k liye na koi mukhtalif na koi khaas-o-aam hai juda karti hai apno se, maut par lagta yahi sangeen ilzaam hai afsos k koi samjhe na maut ki jaadugari yahan zindagi jeene k kisse tamaam hai na jane tu ki maut hi akhaaz hai zindagi ka maut bewajah hi itna badnaam hai“

" bus tumse itni si guzaarish hai..... zindagi kuch nahi ek aazmayish hai....... yahan hai nahi kuch bhi mukammal yaaro...... isse har pal sirf khushiyoN se sawaaro........... kaun jaane k kal kya hashrr hoga..................... jilo aaj ji bhar k jo bhi tumhari khwaish hai............"

meri khusi ka thikaana na hota kaash k khamoshi bhi ek zaban hoti............. main dekhta hi rehta unhe aur haal-e-dil mera bayan hoti............... tareef mein kehta jo alfaaz wo saare darz galib-e-deewan hoti.............. dekhta main unko har roz sajte sawarte jo unke ghar k saamne hamari maqaan hoti.......... "takhliya" kehta main saare sehar se ek mulaqaat k liye jo mere pass sehar ki qamaan hoti........ unki ek muskurahat par meri unko rijhane ki sau koshishe qurbaan hoti............ hota haath mein nazuk kalai unki jo meri chudiyon ki dukaan hoti......... unki qatilana Adaon ko dekh lagta hai k talwar se dhar mayan hoti.......... jo pukaarti wo naam mera to kyun lagta mujhe k azaan hoti.......... didaar jo ho jaaye unka amavas ki raat ko to sitaron ki roshni bhi pareshaan hoti....... leti jo angdaiyan to lagta hai k jaise abhi chahate parwaan hoti......... de deta khusi se meri jaan jo ek baar choona unhe maut ka farmaan hoti.......... khoobsurat wo hain

wo darakhto k saaye ka sukoon....... wo pehli baarish mein bheegne ka junoon...... wo thand mein bheegoti oos ki boonde........ wo subah haath sarakhti chadar ko dhoonde...... wo parindo ka shaam ko chehchahana...... wo doobte suraj ka ithlaana...... wo chaand ki roshni ka sharmaana....... wo mendhako ka raat mein tartaraana........ bada khoobsurat hai kudrat ka ye nazrana.........

" baarish mein bheege hue chehre ko aasuen, bhigo na sakti thi........... zindagi aur isse jyada gulzaar ho na sakti thi........... khuda ka shukr hai mila jo bhi tumhe ab tak............ zindagi aur isse jyada khushgawaar ho na sakti thi............ 'kahan lute','kya lutaya' is silsile mein na padhna yaaro......... is silsile par kisi ka ikhtiyaar kabhi ho na sakti thi............."

"log kehte hain dil ka tootna dustoor hai ishq mein........ kehta hu main, jinke dil toote hain wahi mashhoor hai ishq mein......... dil k tootne ka ek apna hi suroor hai ishq mein........ koi kehta hai k wo bin piye hi makhmoor hai ishq mein......... koi waqt k to koi zamane k haatho majboor hai ishq mein......... bhula deta naam-o-nishaa koi baat to zaroor hai ishq mein......... hai khalish itni fhir bhi ajab sa noor hai ishq mein......... hai behisaab ibtilaa par chahnay waalo ko sab manzoor hai ishq mein.......... hai laakh sitamgar zamane mein fhir bhi ghuroor hai ishq mein.......... ye zalim jahaan kehta hai ki ishq karna hi qusoor hai ishq mein.......... hum khud ko samjhaye k duniya ko,k khud huzoor hai ishq mein........."

"mere andaaz-e-bayen se lagta hoga k main gham-e-ulfat ka maara hu par main itna bhi ghamgheen nahi...... hu "pak" ishq ka mureed main par mizaz se rangeen nahi...... aashiq hu apne khayaalo ka par khawaateeno ka shaukeen nahi...... aaj qatl-e-aam kar chal diye wo mera bhari mehfil mein par log kehte hain ye jurm sangeen nahi..... maangte the dua kaltak k hashrr-e-majnu ho haal mera bhi par ab chahte hain us dua pe ameen nahi......

"na bache gunjayish jis din kuch khone k liye na kuch paane k liye........ hai din ye wahi ,le jaate tum ko log jis roz daffnaane k liye........ ji lo har lamha isi hasrat mein mere dost.......... k bahut choti si hai ye zindagi bewajah aazmaane k liye.......... jab nahi kar sakte ho tum apne hisse ki ghamo se parhez......... to kyun chhodte ho koi bhi lamha yuhi muskuraane k liye.........."

"tujhe paane ka armaan liye .............. hum supurd-e-khaak hone ko chale............ jo aa jaati tu mitti pe mere.............. ho jaata mujhe jannat naseeb........ ..."

" ab jine ki aur aarzoo na thi hume......... unki bewafai ne ulfat k affsano ko khilne na diya.......... ishq yu bhara tha unka jigar mein mere......... khaya zehar jo use dil se milne na diya..........."

"tumhe ghamkhwaar kahe k ghamgusaar kahe............ chalo aaj tumhari tareef mein chand ashaar kahe........... tumhe izhaar kahe k ikraar kahe............ tumhe intezaar kahe k aaitbaar kahe........... aaye jo tum meri zindagi mein yu........... tumhe kinaara kahe k mazdhaar kahe............ kahe chuke hain hazaaro baar ab talaq............ par aaj bhi lagta hai k fhir ek baar kahe......... tumhe ishq kahe k pyaar kahe tumhe dilnawaaz kahe k jaanisaar kahe........... tumhe nazaqat kahe k khumaar kahe........ har lamha lagta hai k kuch nayi ada hai tum mein........ tumhe khuli kitaab kahe k bandh asraar kahe............"

The only thing a man can never conquer is his DEATH. So live your life in such a way that whenever you die, you die RICH........in the sense don't bother about the ASSETS you leave behind but make sure there are no LIABILITIES. "hai aarzoo meri zindagi se bus itni se yaaro........ jis roz aaye "maut", sine se laga lu usko.......... na gila karu na shiqayat karu le chal mujhe k ji li muqammal maine................"

" kisi ki ghair mouzoodgi kisi k zindagi mein.......... waqt be waqt khal hi jaati hai...................... badi be ghairat hoti hain unki yaaden................ laakh samjhao unhe fir bhi chal hi aati hain....."

"kabhi rulati hai to kabhi gudgudaati hai.............. zindagi har roz kuch naya sabak seekhati hai............... bhool jao k aaj kya khoya tumne............. har subah fhir paane ki ek nayi umeed jagati hai................."

"roshan chiraago se andhero ka patah poochte hain.......... qatl-e-aam karke dil mera wo apni khatah poochte hain........... koi samjhaye us zalim ko k hum kya samjhaye........... waqt muqarrar kar meri fhasi ka mujh se meri razah poochte hain........"

"maana ki itni bhi taqdeer nahi humaari........... k har roz tera didaar ho jaye................. tujhe chahne ki aarzoo ko hi............. hum apni khushnaseebi samajh lenge.............."

"maana ki itni bhi taqdeer nahi humaari........... k har roz tera didaar ho jaye................. tujhe chahne ki aarzoo ko hi............. hum apni khushnaseebi samajh lenge.............."

" mukhtalif raasto k mukhtalif manzille hain................. mukhtalif erado k mukhtalif housle hain................... mukhtalif affsaano k mukhtalif silsile hain..................... mukhtalif armaano k mukhtalif mushkille hain................ rakhho khud par yakeen yahi sabak hai,kyuki...................... mukhtalif sochne walo ko hi mukhtalif kaamyabi mile hain.........."

"ye duniya faqat ishq aur dard ki deewaani hai.......... zindagi k baaki ghamo se anjaani hai............. main sochta tha k hu main akela un hazaaro mein........... par yahan paaya sab ki mujh jaisi hi kahani hai........... mujhe na to "geeta" k slok na "Quran" ki ayaten seekhani hai............ jaante ho tum bhi jis baat ko bus wahi baat batani hai......... khusi mein sab saath tere gham ko akele hi nibhani hai........ jite ho tum apne usuloon par agar, tumhe hamesha mukh ki hi khani hai........... na ho jazbaati is jahan mein,ye duniya tumhare jazbaaton se begaani hai........ talaashna hai manzille khud apni aur unke raaste khud hi banani hai.......... is qash ma qash ki zindagi se, pal sukoon k khud hi churani hai........ na dega saath tere koi umr bhar aye dost, yahi to asl zindagani hai......... chahe failo jitna bhi tum ta- umr, anzaam tumhara 'do gaj' mein hi simat jaani hai...... ye duniya faqat ishq aur dard ki deewaani hai.......

"baithe hain intezaar mein unke hone ko fanaa............... kaun kar sakta hai us khuda ki is nemat se manaa............... na poochte naam unka bus itna batah de............ k kahan chupa rakhha hai tune mere humkadam ko banaa..................."

"ye ishq nahi asaan bus itna samjh lijiye................ k credit card ka interest hai aur udhaar leke chukana hai.............. ....."

kabhi ishq ne maara to kabhi sohbat ne............ kabhi aadat ne bigaada to kabhi fitrat ne.............. kabhi mashooq ne rulaaya to kabhi kismat ne............. kabhi haalaat ne samjhaya to kabhi haqiqat ne........... kabhi mai ne behkaaya to kabhi zarurat ne.......... kabhi jazbaaton ne roka to kabhi gairat ne............. hum girte hi rahen fir uthne ki chahat mein............ kabhi khuda ne khud sambhala to kabhi unki ibadat ne..........."

" ye zindagi milti unhe hi jo behad hain khushnaseeb................ kyu bante ho tum apni hi zindagi k raqeeb............... maut ko aagosh mein lene ki itni bhi kya jaldi tumhe........... k kar jaate ho paida karne waalo ko badnaseeb............... jinho ne naazo se paalo tumko.......... palko mein sambhala tumko............. ek faisla tumhara kar jaata hai unhe gareeb.............."

" nafrat aur ranzish mein rakkha kya hai......... siyasat aur saazish mein rakkha kya hai......... tu bhi zinda hai kyuki tujh pe bhi hai us khuda ki 'pak' meher....... varna kisi ko maar ne ki teri khwaahish mein rakkha kya hai............"

"hai nahi maut par aakhtiyaar kisi ka............. hai nahi ishq par aaitbaar kisi ka............... fir bhi jeete hain har roz isi chah mein............. kabhi hum par bhi hoga dil-o-jaan nisaar kisi ka..............."

"main mai se main ko bhool jaata hu........... har subah sochta hu k maikhane fizool jaata hu........... mujhe aadat nahi ehsaan udhaar rakhh ne ki............ hui shaam saare ehsaan wasool jaata hu.......... na gaya kabhi ibadat k liye mandir ya kaaba......... jitne imaan-o-siddatt se har roz "ya-rasool" jaata hu.......... mujh par padhta nahi mausam ka asar koi.......... ho fasaad ka din wo ya waqt maqool jaata hu.......... na lounga do jaam se jyada kabhi bhi........... rakh kar ye bulandh usool jaata hu........... jamti hai mehfil yaaro ki rangeen har shaam.......... hoti jo peshqash teesre ki to be-hichak qubool jaata hu.......... log kehte hain ki main aadmi aacha hu magar main mai se main ko bhool jaata hu................."

"muddatte beet gayi jiye hue zindagi ko ji bhar k............. jab se patka hai zindagi ne is jaddo jahad mein la kar k............. ab to lagta hai k chura lo kuch lamho ko isi hasrat se........... k ji lu un lamho ko badi fursat se............."

"jab bhi main ne dil se padhne ki koshish ki hai......... is neend ne mujhe sulane ki saazish ki hai.......... ab to lagta hai k mujh se hoga hi nahi........... isliye papa se mujhe aage na padhane ki guzaarish ki hai............ is par papa ne mere gaalo pe apni paancho chipkaane ki aazmaayish ki hai.........."

"is meethi si chubhan ki wazah kya hai..... aazmayish-e-ishq ki sazah kya hai..... shaffaaf dil liye baithe hain jhelne ko gham-e-ulfat...... koi unse bhi pooch le k unki razah kya hai......"

"sirf muqaddar k bharose grr hota kuch haasil............ koi na hota bulandhiyon ki fehrisht mein shaamil............ jo khud banate hain muqaddar apna........... khuda bhi karte hain unki har dua aamil........... grr chahte ho tum bhi aisi bulandhi paana............ hoga tumhe hi apna muqaddar banana............."

"ye jo silwatte hain haathon mein tere........ bus khelti hain jazbaaton se tere....... na ban tu inka habeeb.... likh tu apna hi naseeb..... behisaab hain tere pass par tu ameer nahi....... mahaz lakeeren hain ye teri taqdeer nahi......"

"na kabhi taaz-o-takht ki khwahish rahi hame... na kabhi maqool waqt ki fharmayish rahi hame..... jab taraash te.n hain manzille.n khud hum apni..... to kahaan raah bhatakne ki koi gunjayish rahi hame......

"wo tere zulffon k saaye ka sukoon mouzooda wo tere halke se mazak pe chehra sanjida is qash ma qash mein hoon aye khuda k kiski taareef mein padhon qaseeda"

chnd alfaazo mein izhaar-e-mohabbat karoon kaise.....? sahi jaati na darmiyaan ab tanha aur rahoon kaise.....? labh sil jaate mere faqat didaar se hi hai ishq bepanhaa unse ye mein kahoon kaise.........?

"koi mere armaano ka sabab na pucho....... koi mere khayaalo ka mazhab na pucho...... main likhta chand alfaazo mein khayaal mere........ koi mere alfaazo ka adab na pucho........... na main 'ghalib' na 'faiz' na koi aur sukhanwar....... koi mere jazbaaton ka matlab na pucho..............."